Friday, October 30, 2009

"To Hope"

WHEN by my solitary hearth I sit,
When no fair dreams before my - mind’s eye - flit,
And the bare heath of life presents no bloom;
Sweet Hope, ethereal balm upon me shed,
And wave thy silver pinions o’er my head.

Whene’er I wander, at the fall of night,
Where woven boughs shut out the moon’s bright ray,
Should sad Despondency my musings fright,
And frown, to drive fair Cheerfulness away,
Peep with the moon-beams through the leafy roof,
And keep that fiend Despondence far aloof.

Should Disappointment, parent of Despair,
Strive for her son to seize my careless heart;
When, like a cloud, he sits upon the air,
Preparing on his spell-bound prey to dart:
Chase him away, sweet Hope, with visage bright,
And fright him as the morning frightens night!

Whene’er the fate of those I hold most dear
Tells to my fearful breast a tale of sorrow,
O bright-eyed Hope, my morbid fancy cheer;
Let me awhile thy sweetest comforts borrow:
Thy heaven-born radiance around me shed,
And wave thy silver pinions o’er my head!

Should e’er unhappy love my bosom pain,
From cruel parents, or relentless fair;
O let me think it is not quite in vain
To sigh out sonnets to the midnight air!
Sweet Hope, ethereal balm upon me shed,
And wave thy silver pinions o’er my head!

In the long vista of the years to roll,
Let me not see our country’s honour fade:
O let me see our land retain her soul,
Her pride, her freedom; and not freedom’s shade.
From thy bright eyes unusual brightness shed -
Beneath thy pinions canopy my head!

Let me not see the patriot’s high bequest,
Great Liberty! how great in plain attire!
With the base purple of a court oppress’d,
Bowing her head, and ready to expire:
But let me see thee stoop from heaven on wings
That fill the skies with silver glitterings!

And as, in sparkling majesty, a star
Gilds the bright summit of some gloomy cloud;
Brightening the half veil’d face of heaven afar:
So, when dark thoughts my boding spirit shroud,
Sweet Hope, celestial influence round me shed,
Waving thy silver pinions o’er my head.

February, 1815.


-- John Keats

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

random musing of the day

K.'s blurb of life #17:

Cafe's customers are the happiest folks cause they have their coffees.
Cafe's workers are the angriest folks cause their customers are asses until the coffees come.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

spotted on Gossip Girl

N+B back together again..
awwwwh...

arent they super schweet together♥

the next top show

australia's next top model is back on..
yay.. finally something to watch before bridezilla

Monday, April 20, 2009

Running Away from Reality

Miss S' questions .. answered.

1.WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I'm sure mom told me once that she randomly picked my name from the baby name book.. or something similar.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
again, 17 again..

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes.. but I do like my Japanese handwriting.. it's better than some people.. lol

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
Meatpie.. yup.. oh there's an awesome one from 7-11 called beef, cheese and bacon pie or something like that.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Oh God, NO. I'm a kid myself

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I would think I'm a bitch honnestly

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
I love it. But sometimes direct attack is better especially with people who are too thick to understand sarcasm.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yeah, everythings still fully attached..

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
No way.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
original Corn Flakes (boring huh?)

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No shoes of mine needs untie-ing.. phew.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
orange sorbet from Baskin Robin, Green Tea, Yukimi Daifuku (vanilla)

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
SHOES-LEGS (skinny/fatty/stumpy/fucking fabulous)-DRESS

14. RED OR PINK?
both. pink. red. both.

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
hmm.....my laziness + easy to give up..
oh wait.. physically?

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My parents every now and then, my boyfriend every now and then.. lol

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
whatever.. if they want it...

18. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
not wearing shoes, wearing pink/white PJ's shorts

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
My aunt watching Leverage... (its good btw)

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Bright Pink.

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Rose.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Kaz

23. HOW DO YOU KNOW THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
haha long story... to put it simple, through the magic world of INTERNET!

24. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
FOOTBALL!!

25. HAIR COLOUR?
blackish/brownish/reddish. weird shit.

26. EYE COLOUR?
Dark-brown.

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yap. glasses at night.

28. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
chick flicks or slight art-house.

29. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Bride Wars.. .again....

30. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
grey shirt and a red 'ENGLAND' sports jacket.

31. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Autumn.. romantic, perfect, colourful, just beautiful

32. HUGS OR KISSES?
both at the same time :)

33. DESCRIBE YOUR PENCIL CUP:
what is a pencil cup ? am i meant to have one? :P

34. FAVOURITE ARTIST(s)?
as in.......... Degas, Pollock, Renoir?
or as in ... Beaton, Gursky, Cartier-Bresson?
or as in.. Lagerfeld, Galliano, McQueen, Lacroix?
or as in Britney Spears? lol

35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
I just bought the 8th instalment of Gossip Girl to read at work.

36. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
what mouse pad? i use VOGUE sometimes... lol

37. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Baby Mama and Bride Wars...lol

38. FAVOURITE SOUND(S).
double bass, female jazz vocals,
oh and this sounds weird but,,, hustle bustle of a cafe in the morning (with the coffee machine operating of course)

39. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
you can't always get what you want...

40. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
The Great Europe Land.

41. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
YAH! sleeping anywhere.. even in the middle of noisy place..

42. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Jakarta, Indonesia.

43. FAVOURITE PIECE OF JEWELLERY?
necklace and bracelet

44. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
can i tell you how i met my boyfriend instead? lol

45. WHAT IS YOUR QUEST?
to conquer the world.. one way or another.

46. WHAT IS THE AIR SPEED VELOCITY OF AN UNLADEN SWALLOW?
What do you mean? African or European swallow?

47.WHAT'S YOUR JOB?
just clothing slave.

48.TATTOOS?
told you im scared of needles

49.WHEN DID YOU LAST SPEND MONEY?
today's lunch.. strong flat white and that beef, cheese, bacon pie from 7-11

50.WHAT WILL YOU EAT AT LUNCH?
you mean tomorrow's right? mmm dunno see what i feel like..

Sunday, April 19, 2009

just feeling a bit artistic..




Sunday, March 15, 2009

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what's on my mind

I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever

Nobody ever made me feel this way
Imma stickwitu